Actions speak of your thoughts..
And what about thoughts ?!?
who does speak of them? A thought could keep me mum for hours and a
thought makes me vibrant within a second that even if i want.. i cant shush
up..
Once I heard my thoughts to speak up
to me.. what is your identity.. I took it as a challenge that I want to be
someone people will refer to.. I would set an example for every one..
Something, Someone, whom people know, recognize and appreciate.. today if I
look inside,.. may be I have grown up with this as my dream or we can say aim..
and partially I have been successful in achieving it.. I am now better than
before.. though not completely someone that I dreamt of being..but ya in such
short span how much ever I could have been.. I have tried and been there..But
seriously speaking to my thoughts today..DOES this really matter?? The most
important thing I have lost in achieving it.. is..my precious Time…of my
precious life, which is only given once..So this question matters a lot... IS
that wat I have achieved till date really worth it?? IS it what I am here
for…alive…!!
Was this destined for me… or I m
competing my fears.. trying to overcome them… living a life that has its
rules.. but not decided by me..but by my surrounding and people around..which we
officially call society!
Is it worth..
Seriously.....Really..is it worth..
I heard my mom tellin me stories
about children … who made their life an example for others.. they followed
certain rules.. like discipline, honesty, patriotism and virtues like keeping
promises.. they were not different than us.. and if they could be hero.. so
could be I… with this I also tried to follow certain rules in life..
Ad emend you can say.. I was on
them.. becoz I didn’t want to waste my life in an easy go… I also wanted to be
famous and be a real hero.. whom others can follow and hear stories of.. could
I do it.. can I make it.. was always a big question in my mind… which I used to
subside by just a single thought.. “It hurts if u loose… but it haunts if you
never try!!” ….Atleast I would be satisfied at the time of my death that
I did my level best… I know we are no one to make our destiny but atleast I
could try!! Atleast that much is upto me..
With this I always started up myself
for the battle..of life..whenever I was surrounded with the fear of loosing..
You know what..its true.. that maximum number of times I probably may
have lost.. but rite now if you ask me…to count my wins and failures… and all
of which... what ever I remember... most of them are success stories.. Now we
can say that it proves that GOD gives you what u deserve, if not soon.. but
later.. but.. he gives... OR we can interpret in other way round.. that the
fear of losing and the hurting of being at lost is timely.. but the success
smiles and its Powerful memories and its sweetness is life long.. you must be
wondering why Powerful!! Because they have the power to generate a few things
in you.. whenever you need them..without losing their power.... for their next
use.. the few things that these generate are.. SELF CONFIDENCE, HOPE, Faith in
God and most importantly the Positive Outlook towards life.. whenever we feel
low…
But above all...you know what..our
inspirational thoughts comes to our rescue.. only when we open up our mind.. no
inspirational msg, quote , poetry , song and even incidence is of use
until we are ready to accept it through our mind…we cant really start over
again.. till we are mentally ready!!!
It’s a fact..
SO what it means … what is important
in life … success fame popularity… or a trained self conscience mind!!
THINK yourself!!
If I am a normal person… whose mind
is relaxed and happy… and most importantly satisfied with what ever he has
possessed.. probably not that all fame, reputation etc.. still I would be more
stable to everything.. every action, incidence and life event..With a peaceful
mind I would generate peaceful thoughts… with these peaceful thoughts…I could
generate a positive outlook of life which will boost my inner self to make
progress in every second of life..
And you know what…in this way I
would be getting better than myself.. if not by others..If one is better than
others he may be for a while.. for a few months, years or decades.. but some or
the other time he might even fall.. as you cant be best everytime.. that’s
impossible.. even if u r best in your thinking, you wont be best in others
thoughts.. so it’s a life long constant battle to be better than others.. which
is never ending and can never have a single winner.. with every passing time
the winner changes and the competitors increase… every time you have to protect
your fame, make your identity visible.. keep the limelight to yourself.. if u
don’t get that.. u would be deserted.. fame , focus popularity would become
your daily feed… to get that you would have to compete every second.. and as its
explained its not possible to be a constant winner every time..
But in other way… a person
with a stable , peaceful and well trained mind… would have no fame to
protect..in a way no list of competitors.. his stable, peaceful mind will boost
him to make progress evrysecond.. in a way making him better every time… so his
only competitor is he himself… so even if looses.. he is the only one who wins…
so everything goes in harmony.. And everything remains stable..
So which Life would you prefer to
live in..B4 making any decision, remember that its your one and only life.. a
chance to live …oNcE… make it memorable..for yourself and for others.. and then
decide.. and ya… don’t forget to stick on the decision for rest of your life!!
Believe me… It would be fun to live then!!
Fame may be important for our social
hunger, but self conscience mind is our spiritual feed..! Don’t let your soul
die..
THINK OVER IT!!
By- Ruchika Bhat
A blessed daughter of almighty
:)